Sleep

At times I feel so fatigued, so downtrodden, so hopeless, and I think I try to blame it on lack of sleep...yet the reality is that when there is passion in my life I can run on and on and on, and I do not really need all that much sleep. I am one who likes to stay up late and get up early, seemingly an oxymoron, but you get the taste of the unbroken, barely touched, sunrise-blessed morning, and often find yourself completely alone to enjoy it, and the late night balances this out as you sit together around a bonfire and talk while smoking a fine cigar...Life is so good, there is so much to enjoy, why waste any time? Well I have finally realized the true profundity of that question. It irritates me that I cannot find passion where I am now, but I truly believe that the change of a simple location could do everything for my outlook on life and the future time I will spend here on this earth. I swear I tell everyone I talk to something different about what I hope to do someday, but as it stands right now I can most honestly say that I am not certain, but I have determined the next step and will run from there to wherever life goes. Sleep? I find that I get too much here at times, too little in others, but the fact that I focus on it tells me something...so start spreadin' the news...